love love

idk why im posting this here instead of my own blog but i think its important to note the things that are happening to us all. im so proud of us! falling in love, pursuing new love, maintaining old love, and remebering why we ever fell in love. as we all do what we do in our separate live with our separate guys, keep God first of course. but dnt be afraid to be happy, i think i was always to be too happy... this is my advice. keep it simple, maintain the love you had from the beginning. never let labels and titles effect what you have. cross the bridges when they come, there is no point in stressing situations that havnt unfolded. smile, dnt be so concerned with keeping up this guard, let the good morning/ goodnight texts make your day/your night, if you miss him tell him, if he matters, like "he" matters...let yourself have him. im not saying im falling in love but im happy and i was always afraid to be happy. but girls like us, the brightest crayons in the box, we deserve to be happy.

im not broken...

im just not sharpened right now. God has given me the tools to cope with watever comes my way and i will. things happen, life goes on. all i need is 5 mins and ill be able handle the things that come, the bullshyt of the day, the tom-fuckin-foolery that is to be known from this day forward as "the day that never happened".
Youve prayed for me and i thank God for all of you.
Youve stood by me and right now i have to walk away.
My life is like this, this is the way it is.
you, bestfriend, are my favorite. i love you more than words. and watever it is, im here. because whatever this is you were there. held my hand, and held me. dragged me outta bed, down the stairs, to the car, got me drunk, and took me to the girls. tru friends.
martin and coretta, on deck.
i dnt mean to run from the truth but fuck it im runnin. i cnt handle everything at once.
so what else?? what else is gonna go wrong today?? fuck it whats gonna go right?!
So here is the blog to let it all out, and now its time to sleep.
I sleep when its bad, i sleep when its good, i sleep when ever i cnt face things.
we had a good cry,a damn good cry, and we've held each other, heads on shoulders, hand in hand. you, my sweet babies, are my angels, my God sent angels. i pray for you and in this, my time of need, i thank you for your prayers. more than that, i thank you for simply being you.
xoxo
i love you, i swetagod i do.

-maya

reunited and it feels so good!

so we're sitting here, all of us, sitting here in club 608! (where we stay up late and everythink is great) but im just so damn happy we're all together-Me (magenta) Periwinkle, Turquoise, Navy, and of course Lavenderr!
the Crayonz are shuttin Hale Hall down! fuck ya! we in this bitch
you know what?! scratch that....we are reunited, kickin it like soccer, we'll probably get a noise fine, and it all feels so good!

LMAO...ROTFL

Okay guys..clearly my love isn't as important to you.
So I'll sacrifice this one time even though we're getting all new music.
But I'll spend my Tuesday night with my Crayonz.
Instead of with Allison, who is newly repaired.

PS i think I'm gonna change her name to Albert some thing about that last sentence made me feel slightly homo.

PSS i felt like you judged me with that last blog Gent. And Peri try to stick to your color...i thought it was Lavenderr writing...

Turq*